YOU ARE GOING TO WIN YOUR WAR

It's been a while since I have written without thinking about my pure and true intentions. It's been a while since I have heard about me being real for sometime. It's been a while since I have heard about someone feeling real for me. It's been a while since I have heard that this world does not suck. It's been a while since I have heard that I am happy tonight. It's been a while since I have heard that I didn't make any one sad today. It's been a while since I have heard the ruthless crying of my soul. It's been a while since I have heard the beating of my dead heart. It's been a while since I have heard that I am going good And guess what? I tried to stay out of me and I tried to stay away from me but it didn't help. So I found a solution. A solution that wasn't harsh enough to let me not have it. A solution which made me realise that you choose to accept the fact that it's not gonna change. You accept all the processes that are in process. You accept all the sins that you are loaded with. It is hard but I did it. I was hard for me too but see at the end of the day here I am writing about it, writting in a way that makes me feel motivated to go for one more day. So it's been a while since I have heard about me being unproductive. So we all are winning because look I am doing something, you are doing something. Look the one that you were yesterday is not the one that you are today. The things that you were doing yesterday are not the things that you are doing today. You are a little bit less sinner. You are a little bit more good. You are a little bit more productive. You are a little bit less lazy. So no matter what you hear, no matter what they tell you, no matter what strife is going on between your head and heart, you got to move on. You got to accept the fact that you are a human being. You got to accept the fact that you do bad things. You got accept the fact that you are going through pain. You got to accept the fact that there is hell you are going through and you are just going through it on your own. You are not stopping anywhere anytime soon. You are not there doing nothing, you are moving forward. You are taking that step. You are trying even if it's not going to make any difference. You are trying even if it's not going to help in the outcome, but certainly the aftermath of everything is going to be gold. It doesn't matter that you hurt people, it doesn't matter that you hurt yourself, it doesn't matter who hurt you, it doesn't matter why they hurt you. What matters is, you and your intentions. Make them straight, make them good, make them pious, make them feel good, make your actions speak your intentions, make yourself feel them to the core of your heart and you are are going to win this war. Infact you are in the process of winning it so don't stop. Don't you stop, you are not going to stop, never ever. Keep going, the end is near and it's freaking beautiful!